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2007-01-22T15:22:00.000+08:00

Yo.
Brought my laptop to school. Everyone was looikng at the stickers i pasted on the keyboard . Hahs.
No homework today!
So happy.
Haha.
After school, Calean suddenly realised like your whole row was still there.
Then she said sth very funny like we're a united row.

2007-01-14T14:32:00.001+08:00

I find that I tend to abandon my blog for weeks on end.

I've tried a lot of times to set up a livejournal account but they always seem to reject my username. In the end, I tried dondonghada (fat in Korean) and surprisingly got in. But I still prefer blogger. Livejournal is super confusing. I dun recommend it.

Finally after doing homework continuously for 2 and half days, I see the light at the end of the tunnel. The only homework left is the tape thingy. Why are the weekends so short?

Anyways, went to Bugis with BaiHui and Rachel yesterday. The original purpose was to borrow some JinYong books from the National Library, but we got sidetracked. Heehee. Baihui was wearing the sexy shirt (which the collar sloping to one side which exposes more skin) again. Haha. We went for lunch at Mos Burgers. Teriyaki chicken burger rox! Hah. Rachel refused to eat anything I offered her. I think she's too obssessed with the Rubik's Cube. (Yes, Baihui bring it wih her wherever she goes) Then we went to Sim Lim Square. Baihui bought a tape recorder which cost like around 135. I brought down the price with my superb negotiating skills. Mwuahahaha. Then we went to kino. Finally, the natinal library. Spent like half an hour trying to find the books. Finally found it. And found out there were 4 vol for each book. Heavy like hell. Then we went to the children's section to discuss JinYong stuff. BaiHui knew a lot abt the books. Said she read the comics in pri school. Damn Jinyong and his complicated stories.

Really tired after i got back to hostel. Spent my time reading the boring autobiography on JY for the rest of the afternoon. Which was extremely difficult considering that my roomie was watching Kim SamSun. In the end i succumbed to temptation and watched with her until 1 am. Haha. So she was brushing her teeth in the bathroom and then she started screaming. She saw a lizard on the bathroom wall. And we spent the next hour trying to get rid of it. At first we used the pesticide and it didnt seem to work. So Chloe suggested this brilliant idea that we wash i down the drain. So we used the shower ead and washed it down the drain and then covered the drain with her old textbook in case it climbed out. Haha. Poor thing. It's probably rotting somewhere in the drain now.

2006-12-18T16:27:00.000+08:00

I am soooo boooooooored.

What kind of murderer are you?

Planner. You plan your murders well before hand and will be a nuisance to the police. Maybe your a hitman.
Take this quiz!

Aquarius is the eleventh Sign of the Zodiac, and Aquarians are the perfect representatives for the Age of Aquarius. Those born under this Sign have the social conscience needed to carry us into the new millennium. These folks are humanitarian, philanthropic and keenly interested in making the world a better place. Along those lines, they'd like to make the world work better, which is why they focus much of their energy on our social institutions and how they work (or don't work). Aquarians are visionaries, progressive souls who love to spend time thinking about how things can be better. They are also quick to engage others in this process, which is why they have so many friends and acquaintances. Making the world a better place is a collaborative effort for Aquarians.

The Sign of Aquarius is symbolized by the Water Bearer. In much the same way that the Water Bearer brings that precious liquid as a gift, Aquarians shower the world with their thoughts and new ideas. Luckily for Aquarians (and the rest of us), they are at a near-genius level, so their minds churn out some amazing things. Their thought process is also inventive and original. While Aquarians are happy to bestow these ideas as a gift with no strings attached, they are much happier when the rest of the world agrees with them. Naysayers will quickly find out that Aquarians can be impatient, even temperamental, with those who disagree. Yes, these folks can be quite fixed in their opinions, in keeping with the Fixed Quality assigned to this Sign. Even though Aquarians are happy to give, and they do, it's often on their terms and within their comfort level. Generally, that means ample space, since these folks are freedom-loving and individualistic and need to roam (and yes, they do enjoy travel). While Aquarians are generally sympathetic and compassionate, they like it when things go their own quirky way. Some might call their behavior eccentric (and they would be right), but when you consider that the Aquarian's heart is truly in the right place, a few oddities should be overlooked. In their own way, Aquarians treasure their many friends and acquaintances and want to give back as much as they can.

Aquarius is ruled by the Planets Saturn and Uranus. Powerful Saturn was considered the father of many gods in ancient Roman times, and was the original ruler of Aquarius. Uranus is the oldest of the gods in Roman mythology; this Planet was discovered much later than Saturn and was only more recently assigned to this Sign. The combination of these planetary energies is strong and vibrant. Saturn's force field is that of the stern taskmaster, which is one reason why Aquarians love to think and put their ideas out to the world. They also love to think they're right! It's Uranus which instills Aquarians with their visionary spirit. If it's new, radical and rebellious, Aquarians are all over it. The fact that these folks can think so creatively and inventively is one of their greatest assets. Water Bearers are all about progress and technology -- they love the latest gadgets, gewgaws, computers and next-generation technologies. Thanks to a genius which borders on insanity (!), those born under this Sign have the unique ability to present ideas which will revolutionize the world. Their approach in doing so may be unpredictable, impersonal and at times cold, but that's a mad scientist for you!

The Element associated with Aquarius is Air, and that means the rarefied air of the intellectual. Aquarians will accomplish much with their broad and logical minds, entertaining complex and scientific ideas for the betterment of all. That said, they are also artistic and inventive. It's all in the spirit of creating a better world, hopefully one in keeping with their broad-minded beliefs. Aquarians believe that their offbeat, original approach will win the day, and that new thought is what is needed to change the world. Those born under this Sign are altruistic, humane people who are determined to make a difference.

At play, Aquarians like to surround themselves with lots of people, preferably family and friends. That said, if they don't know the 'players,' they soon will! Baseball and tennis are fun for these folks (though they should be wary of weak ankles), although a spirited match of water polo would also be nice. It's watery colors which Aquarians favor, a shiny silver or an aqua blue. When it comes to love, Aquarians will also be playful, even flirtatious. While they play for keeps, it won't necessarily feel that way, since these folks are the antithesis of jealous.

The great strengths of the Aquarius-born are their vision, intellect and humanity. They are determined to make the world a better place and to help everyone they can along the way. They are truly the trailblazers of the Zodiac.

2006-12-16T17:46:00.000+08:00

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Didnt know i could be mysterious...

2006-12-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

I am so bl00dy .b.o.r.e.d.

There's nothing fun to do in this freezing cold town. Gosh. I wake up like at 9am each morning. Brush teeth. Wash face. Eat breakfast. Go back to my warm and loving bed and read/go back to sleep until mom comes back from the market. By the way, I've been reading The Alienist by Caleb Carr for ten billion years and I still havent finished half of it. It's starting to get boring. I might abandon it. Maybe I'll give it to someone as a Christmas prezzie. Haha. Kidding la. I'm not that mean.

Anyways, for the rest of the morning i'll be surfing the net. Found some really cute/hot pics of Kim Jeong Hoon. Anyone interested/drooling I can send to you just gimme your email. After lunch i'll go out to watch movie/go shopping/hang around Wal-mart/lurk around in the neighbourhood. The surveillance/security people are starting to recognise me cos I keep waving to the cam in the elevator. Dad say they'll probably think that i'm dumb or something. Dun really care. Oh, and in case you dont know, the sun sets like at around 4pm everyday. lol. I'm not bluffing. Then i'll get really sleepy at 6pm every single day. But dad sayz if i sleep early all my dinner will turn into fats. So i force myself to stay awake by spending "quality time with the family" sitting in the living room for the rest of the night watching stupid documentaries which dun really help with me bein sleepy.

I'm actually starting to miss school. Cant believe I just said that. OMGosh I'm turning nerd. Help.. Well, at least school's more interesting then my current, erm, situation. On top of all that I'm really starting to miss my dearest friends. Sigh. I'd rather endure two more weeks of uncomprehnsible math questions to spend some time with BaiHui and Kyna. I lurve ya guys! T_T

2006-12-14T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hur hur. I'm FINALLY updating.

My last entry was pretty angsty. It's dated all the way back in September. Which reminded me of the End of Years. [shudders] Glad I survived through all the papers and stuff.

Well, roughly two weeks before I've to lug myself back to school. The clock is ticking. Tic Toc Tic Toc. At least I dont have to wake up so early anymore. Living in the hostel does have its advantages. [grins] To all of you out there who lives like ten billion galaxies away from your school: Hahahahahahaha. I'm so mean.

Anyone finished all their homework? Cos I havent touched mine. Who the bl00dy h*ll invented holiday homework anyways. [Run to Mars to hide from homework] By the way, I was reading news and they said NASA said the there might be water on Mars. And in 2024 [I'll be 33. OMGee I feel old alreadi] they're gonna send some American guys/gals to find some Martians. Maybe the MArtians will get to us before that. Then they'll whip up some superautomaticnuclearhyperweaponofmassdestruction and then kill us all. Ha. But then maybe they'll just watch on the sidelines as humans destroy the earth and each other and all the poor animals with nuclear plants/factories emitting tons of carbon dioxide/overeating.

Listening to Nelly Furtado's Say It Right. The lyrics are soooo catchy:

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
But you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

And then she repeats this for the rest of the song.

2006-09-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

Countdown to end-of-years eaminations: 14 days

Well, now there's an extra two people living in MY house. My mom's friend, who claims to be my mother-in-law. Ans her autistic son who screams/throw tantrums/snatch away my food while i was in the process of putting it into my mouth countless times a day.

And then yesterday my mom sat me down and had a 'serious' talk with me. She said I was stubborn and kind of rude. (courtesy from my mother-in-law) Why? Because for the past one week they've been talking about homosexuals randomly while we were eating dinner. Something about that they're all mentally sick or have some sort of sexual deformity. They don't even deserve to be humans, blah blah blah. I tried to REASON with them that they were like, born that way?! I was labeled as being rude. And stubborn. They said that I was just a kid, and little kiddies like me who didnt learn ANYTHING in school for the past 9 bloody years shouldnt argue with knowledgeable adults. EVERYTHING the adults say are correct. How can they be wrong?!

But at least they didnt talk about it anymore after that. And so the topic of the Japanese came up. So I learnt that they killed millions of Chinese people, raped thousands, killed babies, humiliated 'us'. And they even caused the spreading of the desert in Mongolia now (dear mom said around 30 bloody years ago the Jap people started selling a type of goat in China, and these goats started reproducing so fast that all the grass were eaten up, causing erosion, leading to desertification). And then after all that killing and humiliating, the Jap started selling their products in China, earning the 'hard-earned' money of the Chinese people (as if that's a CRIME).

So I started being rude and stubborn again, sticking up for the ENEMY. Hello? What century is it?! It's been like 60 bloody years after the Jap invasion and they're still brooding over it. And they're like SO DISAPPOINTED that the NEW GENERATION doesnt CARE ANYMORE.

Too bloody angry to be bothered.

2006-09-01T10:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Teacher's Day!

Thanks to all those teachers out there who works hard to cram some knowledge into our brains. Hahs.

Celebration yesterday was not too bad. Although I liked last year's one better. After celebs had to go find Khong to take the ih test. Well, it was weird. I took the test in the staff lounge and Mackintosh was sitting beside me typing away happily on the keyboard and Rashidah walked past me frequently and i heard her exclaming once "OMG! There's someone taking a test!" Dunno why she said that. Dun ask me. The test was actually quite easy, though i think i'll fail it, Again.

So me and Kyna (yes, only the two of us cos Rachel Loke abandoned us to go to Kino with BaiHui dear and her twin) went to Plaza Sing to watch The Devil Wears Prada. It was a GREAT movie and i strongly recommend you to watch it if you havent, or watch it again if you have. Haha. Anyways, I found that Merde starts getting excited at the prospect of naked/half-naked woman. She's turning les. I'm quite sure of it actually. And she's a pervert too.

Must force myself to study for the next 9 days for the end of years. Who the bloody hell created schools and examinations?

2006-08-30T14:22:00.000+08:00

Feels depressed today.

(Kyna says it is feel , not feels. kewei's grammar is in a dire state.)

Anyways. Waited for Cai Laoshi like for almost the whole lunch preiod and he didnt even show up. Feels kinda betrayed. I was feeling very hungry and tired and angsty and this irresponsible man doesnt even show up. HuiQi went to find him in the Chinese department and the teachers say that he's not there.

(kewei is in a state of horniness as she saw a newspaper article entitled " Breaking the Barrier". Gosh.. how delusional. She just said don't write that.)

Er. No comment to kyna's idiotic comments. So after that while me and Steffi were eating at the benches, we started talking about whether this bloody world was fair. I said it was not. Cos everyone's biased in some way or another. So how can a world made up of biased people be fair? I make sense. Like the moment you were born, it's not fair already. Cos people can be born into different families and so they grow up to be different people right? It's so unfair.

The world is a conflicting, biased, bloody, unfair, fake and weird place.

Ans math is startig to get boring.

2006-08-29T14:52:00.000+08:00

Hello. I'm back like after 2 weeks.
Was terribly sick last week. Got total of 5 days of mc know.
Poor me.

Anyways, i'm okay now. Just in case that you're worried about me.

Volleyball assessment today. Got 20 out of 30. Not bad considered I'm 'tiny'. Haha. Sabrina say can retake after hols. Dunno whether i wan or not.

And i might be going for Singapore Idol show next week with kyna! Thanks to Char. Lurve you. Hahs. Dun be too envious of me. And anyways i'll be supporting Jasmine [hold posters of her or something like that]. Haiz, shoutout to Twohill: "I'll be thinking of you!"

2006-08-12T16:13:00.000+08:00

6 Hours of CIP. Which basically involves me, merde and stripper holding tin cans drifting along the crowded streets asking for money from a bunch of hostile and unfriendly people. Felt kinda rejected. When I went up to some people asking NICELY for some coins they pretended I doesnt exist. Well, what can I do? But at least some people were okay. Stripper and merde said something about me having the 'cute factor'. Haha. Partly cos sometimes I was just standing there stoning and then people would tap on my shoulder and stuff some coins/notes into my can. Partly cos a lot of people gave me 2 dollar notes. Heehee. Feel like smirking.

Feels so worn out now. The 3 of us actually walked the length of Orcahrd road. Then we proceeded to get lost in the streets of Raffle Place/City Hall/China Town while we were trying to get to Bugis. In the end, (after asking the people who donated for directions) we took MRT.

We saw Han-chih and Shuyi at Bugis junction (or somewhere around there). After some competition over whose can was the heaviest, we split up. After somemore hanging around, we went for lunch at Mos Burger. Really cozy place. Then kyna started doing math supplementary. Somehow, stripper ended up doing the questions while me and merde went outside to ask for donations. This group of Vietnamese tourists came up and started donating loads of money to us. One lady stuffed 2 US one dollar note into my can. And they asked for a lot of stickers. Saying something like it's for good luck. Funny bunch of people. After that we went to Kino. I thought it was a jap restaurant. Hahs. Merde was like being drama and said something like 'Save her!' to stripper. There's no crime for not knowing something what. Anyway, in case you also needs saving, Kino's a bookkstore that Han-chih and Baihui wants to own. And i told them it'll probably only gonna happen in their next life cos i was feeling mean.

After giving back our cans at Lavender MRT, we saw MC (someone's initials) harrassing a guy at the MRT station. Hahs. She was asking the guy to put in more money. Well, didnt know we could force them.

2006-08-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Dissected a pig's heart today. Kinda gross. But quite fun. We didnt do much though. Only cut 2 lines parallel to the coronary artery of the poor piggy. May it rest in peace, amen.

Mrs Ho was really pissed with us today. Cos everyone (well, most of us) were talking non-stop. And cos it's an air-conditioned room, the noise level was higher. She said really mean things like 'Get out!'. Haiz, it's all our faults lah. Now we cant enjoy air-con anymore. Next week have to move back to the stuffy classroom. Then during remedial she was back to normal, she sounded more friendly. We were afraid that she was so pissed that she skipped the remedial or something.

Remedial lasted until 4pm. So when we got to Com Lab, the lesson's almost over. Spent the last hour or so looking at great pics from deviantart.com and typing out some chinese stuff for kyna.

2006-08-09T10:38:00.000+08:00

National Day of Singapore. 9 August.
Emailed my dad yesterday about the two day NAtional Day holiday.
He seemed to forget that today is Singapore;s NAtional Day. Haha.
And he's lived here for like 9 years?
I wonder if I would remember Singapore's birthday when I go to another country.
Probably not.
Actually I dont really have any patriotic feelings towards Singapore.
But then, to speak the truth, I dont love China either.

2006-08-08T16:02:00.000+08:00

I realised that acutally running 2.9km isnt really that bad. Didnt really feel tired after the run, although i was sweating a lot. Merde Kyna skipped the run just cos she's got sore throat. Rachel T got cough also never skip lor. Haiz, Nevermind.

After the run we went to CAP. McDonald was really crowded. Took us forever to find a seat and we queued for like 10 minutes for food. All the while my stomach was growling.

At the bus stop they kept talking about fiction stuff. Feel kinda left out. Nevermind.

2006-08-04T16:11:00.000+08:00

Went to the sick bay today. Couldnt take the cramps anymore. Kyna went with me and helped cheer me up along the way. so nice. Actually the sick bay was quite nice. It's kinda dark and comfy and under the blanket you feel real safe and comfortable. Hahs. I was smsing my mom to come and pick me up when i heard some high heels clicking on the floor, sounded like it was coming to me. I had a very freaky premonition that it was gonna be Shirlene T. Haha. It was really her. She just went past the room and never saw me, i hope.

Mom picked me up at 2 something and we took taxi home. She bought chicken rice for me and let me lie on the sofa with the tv on. So nice. Normally she would glare at me when i eat on the sofa. Hahs. Actually having cramps is quite nice.

2006-07-25T15:02:00.000+08:00

Sungei Buloh is a boring place. I saw a lot of cute little crabs and pouting little mud skippers. Other than that, nothing.

I was trying not to fall asleep during the lesson and on the bus.

Kyna was kinds upset over something. Tried to console her a little. She seems okay now. Hahs.

So 'sway'. Got cca during sabbats week.

2006-07-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

Just watched the pirates of the carribean! It was fantastic! Okay I shall talk about it later. First i must complain about environmental science.

It wasn't really that boring. It was a BIT boring. We didnt get forgs. We got sucker fish. And my group (named EVO) named the fish Curvy Loser-face Stripper. Nice right? Haha. Our CLS is actually quite dead. And i think it's scared of me and Rachel. (More Rachel than me)It kept turning away from us no matter what directions we turned it to. And it like to do these somersauts in the tank. Haha. And it can blink!And I thought fish got no eyelids. Tmr we are going Sungei Buloh! Hopefully the mozzies won't suck my blood dry. Haha. They say they'll provide insect repellant. But i don't think it'll work cos during OBS it also didnt work.

And I also dunno why. After class i suddenly went into a very depressive mood. Just felt like crying. Think it's PMS. Then I was okay after lunch. Hormones.

So after school we went to Plaza Sing (me, Rachel T an d Baihui). Baihui bought all the tickets for us cos most of us didnt bring enough money. So she went broke. Poor thing. The start of the movie was very scary so I held Baihui's hand. Dunno why the rest of them 'ee-ed' me. There's nothing wrong with girls holding hands what.

And anyways, (i'm sidetracking) Elizabeth Swann kissed Jack Sparrow. And Will Turner saw it. And i'm pretty sure there was some tongue involved. Eewwww. Anyway, if you wanna know what happended, then go catch the movie!

2006-07-23T16:13:00.000+08:00

Watching Fast and furious: Tokyo Drift in kyna's house.
Very boring show. The male lead looks very old. Haiz,
I miss twohill.
The show just got interesting.
Later.

2006-07-14T16:11:00.000+08:00

Hello!
Next week got 3 tests. How exciting.
Math on Monday. Trigo and Coordinate Geometry. I cant remember all the formulae. How?
Chem on wed. Must memorise all the Qualitative Analysis stuff.
Geog on thurs.

Looking forward to next week.

2006-07-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

After abandoning my blog for almost a month, I finally came back!
Three cheers!
Haha.

Last Sunday went to Kyna's house for a sleepover.
Very fun.
We watched Final Fantasy, The Perfect Man and High School Musical on Disney Channel.
Gabriella ROCKS!
We palyed truth and dare until one something.
Learnt a lot of funny stuff about Rachels, Jolynn and Kyna.

Then the next day went to watch movie with Char.
Superman Returns.
Nice graphics and effects.
But disappointing content.
Haiz. Looking forward to Pirates of the Carribean.

2006-06-04T09:24:00.000+08:00

hi everyone!

I'm finally back in China.
Sitting comfortably in my new room with my dad's laptop.
Dunno why i cant access my blogspot.
Haiz, nevermind, at least i can still blog.

Harbin's temperature is around 14 ~ 27 deg Cel.
Now is about 20 cos yesterday night it rained.
I'm feeling kinda cold...

2006-06-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

Using the free internet in the Changi Airport now. Taking off in 1 hour.
Feel so independent, going through all the stuff by myself.
Haha.
Cant wait to see my parents though...
Hope the person sitting next to me is not some perverted old man.

2006-05-26T16:59:00.000+08:00

Name 20 ppl u can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the below questions before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey.
1 baihui
2 taylor
3 steffi
4 chris
5 katherine
6 ryan seacrest
7 kyna
8 mark shone
9 elisabeth
10 rachel
11 jolynn
12 shiqi
13 charlotte
14 lisa
15 rihanna
16 melissa
17 yichan
18 winnie
19 nick lachey
20 ace young

when did you mean 14?
Sec 1.

what would you do if you never met 1?
how can i do something when i dunno her?!

what would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
i would probably kill 9 and then castrate 20.

did you ever like 19?
Kind of. I like his voice. Only. I dislike his everything else. Is that counted?

would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
That would really be interesting. I think they're quite compatible.

describe 3.
She's the nicest person i've EVER known. But she's too thin! Eat MORE!

do you think 8 is attractive?
NO! Hopefully he dun read my blog. :P

tell me something about 7.
She's an avriladdict. DUH.

do you know any of 12's family?
I saw her little brother before. Soooo cute!

what would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
OMG. I'll probably pretend i never hear anything. I'm STRAIGHT!!!

what language does 15 speaks?
English of course.

who is 9 going out with?
Dunno leh. Even if she's going out with some guy, she wont tell me what.

how old is 16 now?
15.

when was the last time you talked to 13?
Last Sunday.

who's 2 fav band/singer?
Soul Patrol. I hate him.

would you date 4?
YES! OMG, his heaving and sexy chest... Drools.

would you date 7?
I am, actually. But dun take it the wrong way.

is 15 single?
Dunno leh. Last time i heard she was breaking up with some guy. But she's probably alreadi hooking up with some other gal le.

whats 10's last name?
Tan.

would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
Er... I am perfectly STRAGIHT.

what school does 3 goes to?
NanYang Girls' High of course.

where does 6 live?
Hollywood, LA. He's so rich he can live anywhere.

what's your fav thing about 5?
Her voice. Her sultry, sexy voice.

2006-05-26T16:46:00.000+08:00

Taylor won american idol.
Eeks.
I want Chris and Kat to be in the finals!
Americans are blind.
How can ANYONE think of choosing a 29 year old white-haired whose-dancing-sucks and is sooooo old to be their idol?!
Honestly. It's disgusting.
I shall boycott American Idol for the rest of my life.

Well. Last day of school.
Sabbaticals were fun. Hahs. Had a really fun time killing off people's qi2zi3.
Got in top 3 for WeiQi Competition.
Won 2 chocalate bars.
Currently finished eating one of them in com lab 2.
Have to skip dinner.
Chocolate makes me fat...

2006-05-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

Why are there so many donation programmes going on in Singapore?

Is it for show? Because sometimes when i was approached by students outside MRTs with a tin can in their hands, i don't even know what I was donating for. It's either because I pity the poor students standing for hours on end in the hot weather or I wanted to get rid of the heavy coins in my pocket.

The whole point of donations is for us to help others, provoke a sense of empathy for the less fortunates. But I think we need to emphatise with the people near us before we can care for some other strangers. It seems that nowadays people bring around an invisible shell with them everywhere. To shield them from emotions. Thus shell slowly builds up from young. I envy children. They are free with their emotions.

It's no wonder that people spend one thrid of their life sleeping. During the night, they recharge their shell so that the next day they can withstand emotions, feelings.

2006-04-28T14:47:00.000+08:00

Feel so disppointed with myself today.
Got really bad results for the tests.
Everyone's like saying it's quite good already, but i thibk otherwise.
Hopefully my mom wont kill me.
Haha.

Kellie out.
Not really sad for her.
Kind of expected it already.
I think the next one will either be taylor or paris or elliot!
I'm pinning high hopes on Katharine and Chris.
Chris and his sexy heaving broad chest.
His really a meaty guy.
I lurve meaty guys!

Okay, shall stop focusing on him.
Must be loyal to ace.
Haiz....
Why is he out?

2006-04-26T16:06:00.000+08:00

I want to make an apology to everyone. I didnt mean that i hate everyone. It's just that i've been emotionally-unbalanced after ace young got kicked out of American Idol and that stupid Simon Cow thing said that he'd be eliminated when he complimented him just the day before. It's really disappointing to see your idol fall.

Well, dont need to worry. I'm alright now. Feel so relaxed after doing countless tests. Got quite disappointing geog results. But a bit better than last time. Expecting my maths results on firday to be better than last time. Actually all the tests this term is easier than last term lor. Haha. Hopefully everyione will get better results. Heard from Mrs Ho that 301 maths test average is 41. So freaky.

2006-04-21T15:02:00.000+08:00

ACE YOUNG IS OUT OF AMERICAN IDOL.
SO IF YOU'RE NOT FEELING SAD RIGHT NOW. BURN FOR ETERNITY IN HELL.
HOW CAN THE AMERICANS BE SO BLIND?!
FEELS LIKE CRYING LOR.

2006-04-19T13:07:00.000+08:00

Kyna's nagging that I really should update my blog. And she showed me this digusting advertisement (about this blonde woman wearing next to nothing being necked by a topless man) that popped up at her website.

I think that i'm actually starting to like Anna Fu. She's quite cute. She said during lesson today that she went to a New Zealand Uni as a researcher. So COOL! My dad's a researcher lor. The name doesnt tally with the job lor. Researchers dont research all day long. They do loads of experiments.

Oops. Paul Tan just came in.

Okay, I'm back. Anyway, i think Anna Fu is really cute. And quite cool too.

American Idol today. Cos i got geog test tmr, cant watch american idol. So i asked kyna to sms me when ace is performing. She says bananas remind her of ace. Kinda gross if you think about it the dirty way... Haha.

2006-04-13T18:09:00.000+08:00

I cant believe i didnt blog for almost half a month!
I lurve you blogger! *hug my com* Mucks!!!
I'm find that i'm quite disgusting actually.
Coz yesterday kyna was waiting with me at the bus stop. She's so nice lor. Actually she can just abandon me and take her comfortable taxi home, but she didnt! she waited with me at the bus stop until my 961 came lor. so nice right?! KYNA I LOVE YOU!!!
Okay, back to me being disgusting.
We were talking about American Idol and my lovely Ace. And i said I wanted to kiss Ace's eyes. Then kyna started walking away. And i dragged her back lah. Haha. Is it really that disgusting? I mean, kissing someone on the eys means you lurve him right?
So when i got home, i researched on the net abt kissing on the eyes. And ALL SORTS OF DISGUSTING IMAGES AND WEBSITES CAME OUT. Surprsingly, there was this picture of Brad Pitt kissing his little daughter in the War of The Worlds. Well, i dont love Ace as my SON!! That'll be a nightmare.

2006-03-30T18:58:00.000+08:00

American idol performance yesterday was horrible yesterday. Except for Ace (of course), Chris and Paris. The others kinda sucked. Wrong song choice, i guess. At least that;s what the judges said over and over again.

Ace rocked! Not a great vocal performance, but he showed off his sexy scar (around the neck area). So MAN! I was besically drooling all over the sofa couch. Haha. But, he's kind of manipulative also lor. Showing off his scar will surely get him more female votes right? But nevermind, at least he's got some brains. And i like his scar! <3 macho ACE.

2006-03-29T21:32:00.000+08:00

These few days me and steffi have been discussing the very ... interesting subject of homosexuality. She say she thinks it's wrong cos of her religion [catholic]. But i think it's cool to have a gay friend right? I mean you can talk about all the girl and guy stuff with him and you wont even feel embarrassed. But befriending a les is ... not very comfortable. She might start to like me. Then it'll be really awkward. Haha. Kind of remind me of brokeback mountain. Actually it's kind od helpful too. Next time you wanna find out whether your friend is gay or not, invite them to go fishing with you.

2006-03-27T17:16:00.000+08:00

Go to this website please?!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=kewei

Thanx.

2006-03-25T15:11:00.000+08:00

I can't believe Kevin got eliminated on thursday!? Feel like screaming. I wanna fly to LA now to comfort him. Haiz. Anyone care to fund me the air plane ticket? He's sooo cute! And has more personality than that Lisa cahracter lor. [I'm referring to Lisa Tucker] Why didnt America vote her off?! Hope she gets eliminated next week. Hmph.

Just finished HSK exam. Easier than i expected. Haha. Not blabbing or anything. But i think everyone will get the level 8 thing. [it's the highest level, by the way.] During the exam, i was reminded of EOYs. [shivers] But i wont mind taking the EOYs if it's this easy. Haha. The invigilators were all dressed like they're going to party lor. All the girls were wearing tank tops, flowy skirts and wearing loads of makeup. Plus they blow their hair until dunno like what. The 2 invigilators in our room was really funny. The guy's chinese handwriting looked horrifying, sort of like crooked and messy. His oral was really hard to understand, he was stuttering the whole way. The gal was even funnier. Even though the weather was stifling, she still let down her rebonded hair, and she's a bit taller than the guy, so when she's trying to talk to him, she'll bend down and her hair will be like touching his face. Maybe they're couples or something. Throughout the exam, she'll walk up and down the aisle, dunno doing what, and her heels will click-click-click all the way. Irritating.

Okay, this is a really long entry. I'll go and mourn the loss of Kevin now.

P.S. Anyone wan to fund me the tickets can call me at 911.

2006-03-23T15:18:00.000+08:00

Went jogging around the school today. Acoomplished an incredible feat. 3 rounds man! That's like about 2.1kilos okay?! Took me 16 mins though. Couldnt take it anymore, so walked the last round, which took me about 8 mins. Haiz. Must jiayou for another 2 rounds again tmr! Rachel said she'll jog with me tmr. Wonder if she'll keep her promise.

2006-03-22T15:45:00.000+08:00

Just found out about this really COOL website. Visit it at: http://www.thefwa.com/. It features hundreds of cool websites ranging from animation to photography. COOL! Must visit it okay?!

2006-03-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

Paul Tan changed sitting plan today. We were sitted according to height. I was the second shortest in class. It felt so insulting man. Haiz. Still waiting for that growth spurt [that probably would never come]. To daddy: Why are you so short?! I hate genes...

2006-03-16T09:05:00.000+08:00

Went shopping with my mom yesterday. Really missed her during obs. She said i look more healthy after the torture camp lor. I felt like strangling her. How can i look more healthy when all i want is to fall dead? Haiz. Nevermind. Back to the shopping thing. Actually it's great when you shop with your parent, coz you dont need to pay anything. Haha. We went to Suntec City. Coz it was somewhere in the early afternoon alreadi, we ate at this really expensive kopitiam. The roti prata costs $1.20 each and the drinks is $1.60 per can. I was dumbfounded. Never have i eaten a plain roti prata that was so ex and it tastes normal. Nevermnd. I'm never ever gonna eat there again. ever.

After the 'cheap' lunch, we went shopping for my new shoes. Coz the old one's sole dropped out during the torture camp. See, they make us do so much walking that my shoes fell apart [literally]. Okay, back to my new shoes. After trying on thousands of shoes, me and my mom [shopping with your parent has some down side afterall, they have a say in whatever you're buying] finally decided on a blue and white coloured sports shoe. That my mom say she like. Nevermind about my opinion. I'm just a poor little girl with no opinions or whatsoever. But it's okay. At least i got a new shoe, right?

Dinner was a Pizza Hut's. The pizza was delicious. Sad thing that i can only gobble 3 peices down before i'm completely full. My mom was still drinking her pepsi slowly ['kewei! eating too fast can cause indigestion you know?!] when this pair of disgusting couple sat next to our table. The guy looks to be in his early twenties and the girl was probably a few years older than me.

They were sitting opposite each other and the waiter came. And they couldnt decide on which meal coz they were so damn shy. The guy was like '你要这个吗？‘ Then the girl will look up, giggle a bit, then say '随便你啦。‘ Then the guy will say '那我们选别的好了。那这个呢？‘ And so, the conversation continues this way. For around 4 minutes. By then, my mom couldnt stand them already, so we continued shopping. Sadly, i never got to see what they ordered. Haiz. Nevermind.

2006-03-14T11:24:00.000+08:00

I've been really confused after reding a book by Michael Crichton titled the State of Fear. The book sayd that the global phenomenon ^global warming^ is actually not real. And it has got a lot of evidence to support it. I checked out some of the websites of research and it's kind of true, actually.

You can check out the evidence from two websites, one is about the surface temperature of countries, and the other is the CO2 concentration of countries. It's pretty creepy. Coz some of the countries' (esp Europe) show a drastic decrease in CO2 from 1960s but their surface temp still increased for like 0.4 deg Cel in the past 120 years. However, some rural areas of countries like Africa actually show a decrease in surface temp since the 1900s. So is the ^global warming^ caused by urbanization (concrete/electricity) or CO2?

Confused.

2006-03-13T11:57:00.000+08:00

FINALLY BACK FROM OBS!
After 5 days and 4 nights of torture, I'm finally back in my home.
Now i know why they say 'home sweet home'.
I miss my mom so much! I hugged her for like 3 mins when i got home lor. Haha. So mushy.
Yeah! Looking forward to 1 week of hols!
Another 10 weeks and i'll get to go back to china to see my dad! Yeah!
But he says he'll probably cho1kong4 and visit me somewhere in early May.
I miss him too...

2006-03-03T15:31:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Finally it's friday. Looking forward to OBS. Hope i wont drown/fall or anything like that. Haha. Maths was kind of confusing. gf(x) and fg(x) are different?! i thought they were the same lor. And what has it got to do with NYGH or home or KAP (King Albert Park)?! Why cant i just go from home to nygh straight. Why must go through KAP?!

2006-02-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

Council Investiture (dunno how to spell) was quite fun. They had the usual stuff (principal talk, ex-council presient talk, that stuff), then in the end (when i was almost falling asleep), they performed a very nice dance accompanied by very very very nice music. Haha. The music as actually nicer. [if you are in nysc and you are reading this, please dun kill me]

I find that recently a LOT of people is teasing/mocking me coz i'm short. Okay, i admit i'm only 1.53m tall. It's a bit short for a 15 year old gal. But then maybe i'll get a growth spurt in JC [hopefully, in JC, or i'll die of growth deprivation] And before i get my growh spurt, NOBODY should EVER tease me abt my height again. Or else...

2006-02-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

I'ms starting to get confused over maths.
I dont really understand the inequality thingy, and i suck at graphs. Guess things are getting 'better'...
Next week got 3 tests lor.
Mon: Bio test ([on cells, i dun understand the mitosis meiosis thingy]
Tues: Geog test [Rashidah extremely strict, dobt i'll get good grades lor...]
Wed: Chem SPA [this one's okay i guess...]

2006-02-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

Today, is a awful day man.
The first period in the morning was hcl. Then we were asked to do a ch compo in 45mins. And i didnt even prepare for it lor. Hope i wont fail. Haiz.
Then during bio, ms lim gave us back our sci quiz. And luckily, i didnt fail anything. Hahs. Then she told us we need to study EVERYTHING we learnt for the bio test next MON. And, there another sci quiz TMR on diffusion. I am now convinced that ALL teachers are EVIL. Even the relief ones.
During integ maths, Mrs Ho was so nice lor. Told us some stories to relieve our stress. She said her son was diagnised of some lung disease during chinese new year and she stayed in the hospital for the whole of cny hols. So poor thing. It made me feel better though. I'm not being sarcastic or anything, but it kinda relieves me to know that no all the teachers are EVIL.

2006-02-01T16:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm.... nothing much happened today.
Lessons were boring. As usual.
Oh yeah, Paul Tan cut his hair. Now he cant really twirl it. Haha. He looks younger in his hairstyle.
Anyway, we finished the chem experiments of testing for gases. Anna Fu was so xiong1 lor. Dunno why. Haiz... Then we have to hand in the ws tmr. I really need to tidy up mine a bit coz it's just too messy.
Kind of miss physics.

2006-01-28T12:48:00.000+08:00

I took a test at tickle.com then the result was:

Kewei, your true color is Black!

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

Erm... i am not srence and definitely not mysterious lor... and i set challenging goals?! Hahahaha...

2006-01-28T12:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
Hope in this new year, eveyone will have lots of money, all the teachers will give no homework, and school will be more fun! Yeah! Happy new year!!!

2006-01-27T16:13:00.000+08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen!
I, kewei, is officially coming down with flu!
again.

Haiz... went to the doc just now. I was sniffing [forgot to bring tissue with me] and then waiting for the nurse at the receptionist to call my name. And suddenly i sneezed. Very loud. Everyone was staring at me. Very nice to look meh? I just went back to sniffing my nose. Then the nurse finally called my name [with inaccuracy] and this time the doctor tan [why are there so many tans?] wasnt so saddistic to me le. He gave me some medicine. Those kind of fluid ones in the colourful bottles with a weird sweet taste that he gives to CHILDREN.

At the reception, the nurse was looking at my file. Then noticed that i'm actually 15 alreadi. Not a child. Then she suggested she get the pill form of the midication for me. I was overjoyed someone finally realised i was old enough. Then my mom had to add one more sentence, "But my daughter dont noe how to swallow pills leh."

Great.

2006-01-21T11:56:00.000+08:00

Just came back from school after the math training. After another 2 hour torturious session of listening and trying to understand something that i really cant figure out. Prof. Gu's weird accent still makes me feel like laughing. Today we learnt abt fractional equations. And he keep telling us not to use cross-multiplication lor. If not, what to use?! So i was like staring at the question for 5 mins trying to figure out how on earth am i not going to use cross-multiplication. In the end, we used the grouping method and substitution. And i dont understand half the things he's talking abt. Great.

After 2 hrs of hell, me n celia went to have lunch at coro. We had this lemon chicken rice thingy. I couldnt finish it. (It was kinda too oily for me. felt nauseous afta eating it) The we went to this cute shop with a lot of cute stuff beside the chicken store. I think the lady boss thought we were gonna buy things lor. Coz she was following us around and introducing a lot of the stuff to us. Haha. But in the end we didnt buy anything. The birthday cards were really nice. Probably buy them fer frienz birthdays.

2006-01-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

Yeah. I changed my web add. Felt too lazy to change to a new blogskin. Actually, i alreadi downloaded the new blogskin. Maybe i'll do it someday... when i'm not feeling too sleepy...